Sunday, 24 February 2013
You know you're miserable when you're starving at 1.30 am and there is no food :(
I can't wait for next this Friday
Results gonna be out on that day (most likely)
Can't wait to get it over and done with
Note to self:
-don't suicide if got lousy result LOLOL. (Wait, suicide jokes are not funny. Shame on you for making such an inappropriate joke, albert. Tsk tsk)
-if get good, don't be a retard and run it in people's faces
-if not too good but still better than average, don't be an idiot and start complaining
And I can't wait for end of march
GRAD TRIPS WITH LOVELY PEEPS :D
I should try to sleep
Screwed up body clock
Must fix it ASAP
Slept at 6 yesterday HAHAHA
And since I only got six hours of sleep, I feel a lil sleepy alr. Funny how I used to be able to survive with 5 or less hours of sleep last time.
Toodles~
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping back I'm not gonna move
Got some words on the cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Saying, if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Some try to hand me money
They don't understand
I'm not broke
I'm just a brokenhearted man
I know it makes no sense
What else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you
"Murphy's law: if shit CAN happen, it WILL happen"
I can't wait for next this Friday
Results gonna be out on that day (most likely)
Can't wait to get it over and done with
Note to self:
-don't suicide if got lousy result LOLOL. (Wait, suicide jokes are not funny. Shame on you for making such an inappropriate joke, albert. Tsk tsk)
-if get good, don't be a retard and run it in people's faces
-if not too good but still better than average, don't be an idiot and start complaining
And I can't wait for end of march
GRAD TRIPS WITH LOVELY PEEPS :D
I should try to sleep
Screwed up body clock
Must fix it ASAP
Slept at 6 yesterday HAHAHA
And since I only got six hours of sleep, I feel a lil sleepy alr. Funny how I used to be able to survive with 5 or less hours of sleep last time.
Toodles~
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping back I'm not gonna move
Got some words on the cardboard
Got your picture in my hand
Saying, if you see this girl can you tell her where I am
Some try to hand me money
They don't understand
I'm not broke
I'm just a brokenhearted man
I know it makes no sense
What else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you
"Murphy's law: if shit CAN happen, it WILL happen"
Saturday, 16 February 2013
My heart is paralyzed
My head was oversized
I'll take the high road like I should
You said it's meant to be
That it's not you, it's me
You're leaving now for my own good
That's cool, but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
She went down in an airplane
Fried getting suntanned
Fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes!
She met a shark under water
Fell and no one caught her
I returned everything I ever bought her
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died
My pride still feels the sting
You were my everything
Some day I'll find a love like yours (a love like yours)
She'll think I'm Superman
Not super minivan
How could you leave on Yom Kippur?
That's cool, but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
She was caught in a mudslide
Eaten by a lion
Got run over by a crappy purple Scion
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes!
She dried up in the desert
Drowned in a hot tub
Danced to death at an east side night club
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died
I wanna live a thousand lives with you
I wanna be the one you're dying to love...
But you don't want to
That's cool, but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
That's cool, but if my friends ask where you are I'm gonna say
She went down in an airplane
Fried getting suntanned
Fell in a cement mixer full of quicksand
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes!
She met a shark under water
Fell and no one caught her
I returned everything I ever bought her
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
She was caught in a mudslide
Eaten by a lion
Got run over by a crappy purple Scion
Help me, help me, I'm no good at goodbyes!
She dried up in the desert
Drowned in a hot tub
Danced to death at an east side night club
Help me, help me, I'm all out of lies
And ways to say you died
Thursday, 14 February 2013
Tuesday, 12 February 2013
I should fix my body clock
and start exercising
and start eating properly
So many should, yet, so little will to accomplish it
I'm such a lazy ass
Because I can't sleep till you're next to me
No I can't live without you no more
Oh I'll stay up till you're next to me
Till this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia
"When you're alone in the middle of the night, your thoughts just wonder to things that you don't really wanna think about. Scumbag brain"
and start exercising
and start eating properly
So many should, yet, so little will to accomplish it
I'm such a lazy ass
Because I can't sleep till you're next to me
No I can't live without you no more
Oh I'll stay up till you're next to me
Till this house feels like it did before
Feels like insomnia
"When you're alone in the middle of the night, your thoughts just wonder to things that you don't really wanna think about. Scumbag brain"
Monday, 11 February 2013
Screwed up body clock
That's just great
Happy lunar new year to whoever read my blog
It's festive season!! I feel great and happy and amazing
Just kidding
I feel miserable
Others are enjoying company of relatives and friends
It's the time of joy, festivities etc etc
Yet, I feel so alone like never before
Maybe it was a bad idea for me to go back Sg. Maybe I should have stayed in indo for a while.
But oh well, what's done is done and there's nth I can do about it
This feeling of loneliness sucks
I really hope someone can help me with this before I start my destructive habit again
I should meet up with some friends
Okay I should stop ranting about this
It might just make me plunge deeper into depression
And it's currently 4:27 as I write this sentence
I should really sleep
Toodles~
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own
And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing
"Yeap, everything will be fine in no time at all (hopefully)"
That's just great
Happy lunar new year to whoever read my blog
It's festive season!! I feel great and happy and amazing
Just kidding
I feel miserable
Others are enjoying company of relatives and friends
It's the time of joy, festivities etc etc
Yet, I feel so alone like never before
Maybe it was a bad idea for me to go back Sg. Maybe I should have stayed in indo for a while.
But oh well, what's done is done and there's nth I can do about it
This feeling of loneliness sucks
I really hope someone can help me with this before I start my destructive habit again
I should meet up with some friends
Okay I should stop ranting about this
It might just make me plunge deeper into depression
And it's currently 4:27 as I write this sentence
I should really sleep
Toodles~
Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own
And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything
Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?
Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing
"Yeap, everything will be fine in no time at all (hopefully)"
Friday, 8 February 2013
Thursday, 31 January 2013
Monday, 28 January 2013
I wanna be drunk when I wake up
On the right side of the wrong bed
And every excuse I made up,
Tell you the truth I hate,
What didn't kill me, it nvr makes me stronger at all
Love will scar your makeup lipstick to me,
So now I'll maybe lean back there
I'm sat here, wishing I was sober
I know I'll nvr hold you like I used to
But the house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold, I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat it
Cause you take part of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrase like "when you leaving me?"
Should I, should I
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little loved
"You know the feeling when you want sth so badly but you know you just won't get it? Me too."
On the right side of the wrong bed
And every excuse I made up,
Tell you the truth I hate,
What didn't kill me, it nvr makes me stronger at all
Love will scar your makeup lipstick to me,
So now I'll maybe lean back there
I'm sat here, wishing I was sober
I know I'll nvr hold you like I used to
But the house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold, I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat it
Cause you take part of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrase like "when you leaving me?"
Should I, should I
Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little loved
"You know the feeling when you want sth so badly but you know you just won't get it? Me too."
Saturday, 26 January 2013
Today was exhausting but nevertheless I had quite a lot of fun :)
Met up with tiff Sarah and Jo for brunch at hatched :D
I lurveeeee their poached egg :D
We chitchat for a while and bitch about some people LOLOL
After that we went to play dance central at cine.
I'm a badass dancer B)
Then I went back home and I knocked out on my sofa.
Prolly tired from swimming in the morning plus dance like a mad cow.
When I woke up, I was in one of my lowest mood for no apparent reason
It seems like I'm having my man pms :/
I prolly need a companion to fill the empty cup in my life.
And we are back to the topic of having a companion aka going in a relationship.
I really feel that as time pass, the likelier I am to stay forever available.
Optimism. Definition: using the term forever available rather than forever alone.
A jerk like me prolly won't be in a serious relationship anytime soon :/
Über sad face.
Oh well I should be sleeping soon.
Toodles~
Calm down, deep breath
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling your thread
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
"If only you knew how much you meant to me"
Met up with tiff Sarah and Jo for brunch at hatched :D
I lurveeeee their poached egg :D
We chitchat for a while and bitch about some people LOLOL
After that we went to play dance central at cine.
I'm a badass dancer B)
Then I went back home and I knocked out on my sofa.
Prolly tired from swimming in the morning plus dance like a mad cow.
When I woke up, I was in one of my lowest mood for no apparent reason
It seems like I'm having my man pms :/
I prolly need a companion to fill the empty cup in my life.
And we are back to the topic of having a companion aka going in a relationship.
I really feel that as time pass, the likelier I am to stay forever available.
Optimism. Definition: using the term forever available rather than forever alone.
A jerk like me prolly won't be in a serious relationship anytime soon :/
Über sad face.
Oh well I should be sleeping soon.
Toodles~
Calm down, deep breath
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling your thread
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
"If only you knew how much you meant to me"
Tuesday, 15 January 2013
She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer
There's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
She should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, forever and always
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls
A maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sit by his bedside, hold his hands too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life.
The house on the hillside where they would stay
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he said a couple verses
She borrows some rings from couple next door
everyone's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She look into his eyes and she says
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember, even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer
There's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
She should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, forever and always
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls
A maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sit by his bedside, hold his hands too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life.
The house on the hillside where they would stay
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he said a couple verses
She borrows some rings from couple next door
everyone's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She look into his eyes and she says
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember, even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always
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