Details in the fabric

Screwed up body clock
That's just great

Happy lunar new year to whoever read my blog

It's festive season!! I feel great and happy and amazing
Just kidding
I feel miserable
Others are enjoying company of relatives and friends
It's the time of joy, festivities etc etc
Yet, I feel so alone like never before
Maybe it was a bad idea for me to go back Sg. Maybe I should have stayed in indo for a while.
But oh well, what's done is done and there's nth I can do about it

This feeling of loneliness sucks
I really hope someone can help me with this before I start my destructive habit again
I should meet up with some friends

Okay I should stop ranting about this
It might just make me plunge deeper into depression

And it's currently 4:27 as I write this sentence
I should really sleep

Toodles~

Hold your own
Know your name
And go your own

And everything
Everything will be fine
Everything

Are the details in the fabric
Are the things that make you panic
Are your thoughts results of static cling?

Are the things that make you blow
Hell, no reason, go on and scream
If you're shocked it's just the fault of faulty manufacturing

"Yeap, everything will be fine in no time at all (hopefully)"