What am I doing, really?

It's been months.
Yet, I'm still regretting whatever that have happened :/

"This kinda makes me feel a little like an uchiha LOLOL"

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Adding salt to my own wound

I'm an idiot

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Though I know you'll never love me, like you used to~

I wanna be drunk when I wake up
On the right side of the wrong bed
And every excuse I made up,
Tell you the truth I hate,
What didn't kill me, it nvr makes me stronger at all

Love will scar your makeup lipstick to me,
So now I'll maybe lean back there
I'm sat here, wishing I was sober
I know I'll nvr hold you like I used to

But the house gets cold when you cut the heating
Without you to hold, I'll be freezing
Can't rely on my heart to beat it
Cause you take part of it every evening
Take words out of my mouth just from breathing
Replace with phrase like "when you leaving me?"
Should I, should I

Maybe I'll get drunk again
I'll be drunk again
I'll be drunk again
To feel a little loved

"You know the feeling when you want sth so badly but you know you just won't get it? Me too."

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LOLOL

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The more I think, the less I believe

Today was exhausting but nevertheless I had quite a lot of fun :)

Met up with tiff Sarah and Jo for brunch at hatched :D

I lurveeeee their poached egg :D

We chitchat for a while and bitch about some people LOLOL

After that we went to play dance central at cine.
I'm a badass dancer B)

Then I went back home and I knocked out on my sofa.
Prolly tired from swimming in the morning plus dance like a mad cow.

When I woke up, I was in one of my lowest mood for no apparent reason

It seems like I'm having my man pms :/

I prolly need a companion to fill the empty cup in my life.

And we are back to the topic of having a companion aka going in a relationship.

I really feel that as time pass, the likelier I am to stay forever available.

Optimism. Definition: using the term forever available rather than forever alone.

A jerk like me prolly won't be in a serious relationship anytime soon :/
Über sad face.

Oh well I should be sleeping soon.

Toodles~

Calm down, deep breath
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling your thread
And breaking yourself up

If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it

"If only you knew how much you meant to me"

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After all this time??

These two lines, sweetest thing ever in hp.

"It's sad that I can empathize with Snape :("

Forever and always

She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer
There's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
She should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said

I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, forever and always

She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls
A maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sit by his bedside, hold his hands too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life.
The house on the hillside where they would stay

Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always

Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he said a couple verses
She borrows some rings from couple next door
everyone's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She look into his eyes and she says

I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always

She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember, even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always

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