Sunday, 27 January 2013
Saturday, 26 January 2013
Today was exhausting but nevertheless I had quite a lot of fun :)
Met up with tiff Sarah and Jo for brunch at hatched :D
I lurveeeee their poached egg :D
We chitchat for a while and bitch about some people LOLOL
After that we went to play dance central at cine.
I'm a badass dancer B)
Then I went back home and I knocked out on my sofa.
Prolly tired from swimming in the morning plus dance like a mad cow.
When I woke up, I was in one of my lowest mood for no apparent reason
It seems like I'm having my man pms :/
I prolly need a companion to fill the empty cup in my life.
And we are back to the topic of having a companion aka going in a relationship.
I really feel that as time pass, the likelier I am to stay forever available.
Optimism. Definition: using the term forever available rather than forever alone.
A jerk like me prolly won't be in a serious relationship anytime soon :/
Über sad face.
Oh well I should be sleeping soon.
Toodles~
Calm down, deep breath
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling your thread
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
"If only you knew how much you meant to me"
Met up with tiff Sarah and Jo for brunch at hatched :D
I lurveeeee their poached egg :D
We chitchat for a while and bitch about some people LOLOL
After that we went to play dance central at cine.
I'm a badass dancer B)
Then I went back home and I knocked out on my sofa.
Prolly tired from swimming in the morning plus dance like a mad cow.
When I woke up, I was in one of my lowest mood for no apparent reason
It seems like I'm having my man pms :/
I prolly need a companion to fill the empty cup in my life.
And we are back to the topic of having a companion aka going in a relationship.
I really feel that as time pass, the likelier I am to stay forever available.
Optimism. Definition: using the term forever available rather than forever alone.
A jerk like me prolly won't be in a serious relationship anytime soon :/
Über sad face.
Oh well I should be sleeping soon.
Toodles~
Calm down, deep breath
And get yourself dressed
Instead of running around
And pulling your thread
And breaking yourself up
If it's a broken part, replace it
If it's a broken arm then brace it
If it's a broken heart then face it
"If only you knew how much you meant to me"
Tuesday, 15 January 2013
She's sitting at the table, the hours get later
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer
There's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
She should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, forever and always
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls
A maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sit by his bedside, hold his hands too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life.
The house on the hillside where they would stay
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he said a couple verses
She borrows some rings from couple next door
everyone's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She look into his eyes and she says
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember, even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always
He was supposed to be here
She's sure he would have called
She waits a little longer
There's no one in the driveway
No one's said they've seen him
Why, is something wrong?
She looks back to the window
Suddenly the phone rings
A voice says something's happened
She should come right now
Her mind goes to December
She thinks of when he asked her
He bent down on his knees first
And he said
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, forever and always
She pulls up to the entrance
She walks right to the front desk
They lead her down a million halls
A maze that's never ending
They talk about what happened but she barely hear them
She tries to keep a straight face as she walks into the room
She sit by his bedside, hold his hands too tight
They talk about the kids they're gonna have and the good life.
The house on the hillside where they would stay
Stay there forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together and always remember
Whether rich or for poor or for better
We'll still love each other, forever and always
Then she gets an idea and calls in the nurses
Brings up the chaplain and he said a couple verses
She borrows some rings from couple next door
everyone's laughing as the tears fall on the floor
She look into his eyes and she says
I want you forever, forever and always
Through the good and the bad and the ugly
We'll grow old together, and always remember
Whether happy or sad or whatever
We'll still love each other, forever and always
She finishes the vows but his beeps are getting too slow
His voice is almost too low
As he says, I love you forever, forever and always
Please just remember, even if I'm not there
I'll always love you, forever and always
Friday, 21 December 2012
It's been like forever since my last post.
2012 ended with a bang!
Loljk it was boring as fuck
Looking back, lotsa shit happened last year.
Oh wait, I actually talked about this end of year review thing alr, I just realized hahaha
Since I don't really have anything much to say,
ADHD TIME!
I've become a better babysitter.
I want a guitar badly D:
Current playlist: Jason mraz and Muse with a pinch of Ed sheeran.
Oh I can't find job apparently.
Fcuk.
Flying back soon. But no idea wtf am I gonna do
I'm getting flabbier. Über sad face
The more time pass, the more I think I'll become a forever alone. Mega über sad face
I miss my friends :((((((
My ADHD time is getting sadder. I need to change topic
I had my fill of the indo food I had been craving :D
I don't like silence, unless I want to sleep.
That said, I once freaked out because I was alone. Apparently, that might be a sign of clinical depression.
I want to go kayaking, diving, rock climbing, snorkeling etc. My ODACer blood is boiling again LOLOL
I can't wait for the A level result to come out. You O level peeps are lucky shit to get your result back so soon.
I wonder if there is anyone from my sec school going to SA.
I haven't watched the hobbits yet. Boohoo
Okay I think I have said enough nonsense to make this post long enough.
I should shower soon.
Toodles~
P.S.
My Korean brother, stay strong!! You can pull through this shit!
I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings
But there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold december
But I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broke ln I'll mend ya
And keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on
I'm out of sight
I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
"I feel like I'm dragged more and more into shit hole"
2012 ended with a bang!
Loljk it was boring as fuck
Looking back, lotsa shit happened last year.
Oh wait, I actually talked about this end of year review thing alr, I just realized hahaha
Since I don't really have anything much to say,
ADHD TIME!
I've become a better babysitter.
I want a guitar badly D:
Current playlist: Jason mraz and Muse with a pinch of Ed sheeran.
Oh I can't find job apparently.
Fcuk.
Flying back soon. But no idea wtf am I gonna do
I'm getting flabbier. Über sad face
The more time pass, the more I think I'll become a forever alone. Mega über sad face
I miss my friends :((((((
My ADHD time is getting sadder. I need to change topic
I had my fill of the indo food I had been craving :D
I don't like silence, unless I want to sleep.
That said, I once freaked out because I was alone. Apparently, that might be a sign of clinical depression.
I want to go kayaking, diving, rock climbing, snorkeling etc. My ODACer blood is boiling again LOLOL
I can't wait for the A level result to come out. You O level peeps are lucky shit to get your result back so soon.
I wonder if there is anyone from my sec school going to SA.
I haven't watched the hobbits yet. Boohoo
Okay I think I have said enough nonsense to make this post long enough.
I should shower soon.
Toodles~
P.S.
My Korean brother, stay strong!! You can pull through this shit!
I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings
But there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you
And it's dark in a cold december
But I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broke ln I'll mend ya
And keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on
I'm out of sight
I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now
"I feel like I'm dragged more and more into shit hole"
Wednesday, 12 December 2012
Hello, tell me you know, yeah you figured me out
Something gave it away
it would be such a beautiful moment to see that look in your face
to know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I, while we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
before I rightly explode
Well, this double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Cause maybe there's a lot I miss in case I'm wrong
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me, if it kills me
If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
Well, all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me
Something gave it away
it would be such a beautiful moment to see that look in your face
to know that I know that you know now
And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I, while we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
before I rightly explode
Well, this double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Cause maybe there's a lot I miss in case I'm wrong
All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me, if it kills me
If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again
Well, all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through
And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me
Monday, 10 December 2012
Oh I can't believe I'll live to see the day when the post count reach 100 :')
I'd like to thank the academy for giving me this opportunity to have this speech
I'd also like to thank my family and friends, without them, I wouldn't have gone this far
And lastly, my adoring fan, for without you, I'd had live for nothing
HAHAHA
Jokes aside, it's been pretty happening since my last post
let's see, the last post was 27th November at 12:06 am
That was the A level Chem paper 1 if i'm not wrong
It went pretty smoothly I guess
I don't remember anything much till 3rd December, which is Bio paper.
It was a little hell-ish, yet managable
after that we went to watch ah boys hahaha
4th was the day when I became a girl
I spent 9 hours looking for clothes
HAHAHA
really felt like a girl
the major difference is, girls will bring back 5 bags full of clothes and shoes
as for me, I only bought a blazer and a shirt
9 hours for two pieces of clothes
*fail shopper*
On the 5th, went out with secondary school friends
we went gardens by the bay
funny thing is, the organiser came like 5 hours late HAHAHA
that was the first time I actually tried skyping outdoor
pretty cool eh?? :D
after that had dinner at bakerzin
it was pretty awesome
and we spammed a lot of pics hahaha. *camwhore mode*
Ivanka got me an early christmas pressie!!
I'd like to thank the academy for giving me this opportunity to have this speech
I'd also like to thank my family and friends, without them, I wouldn't have gone this far
And lastly, my adoring fan, for without you, I'd had live for nothing
HAHAHA
Jokes aside, it's been pretty happening since my last post
let's see, the last post was 27th November at 12:06 am
That was the A level Chem paper 1 if i'm not wrong
It went pretty smoothly I guess
I don't remember anything much till 3rd December, which is Bio paper.
It was a little hell-ish, yet managable
after that we went to watch ah boys hahaha
4th was the day when I became a girl
I spent 9 hours looking for clothes
HAHAHA
really felt like a girl
the major difference is, girls will bring back 5 bags full of clothes and shoes
as for me, I only bought a blazer and a shirt
9 hours for two pieces of clothes
*fail shopper*
On the 5th, went out with secondary school friends
we went gardens by the bay
funny thing is, the organiser came like 5 hours late HAHAHA
that was the first time I actually tried skyping outdoor
pretty cool eh?? :D
after that had dinner at bakerzin
it was pretty awesome
and we spammed a lot of pics hahaha. *camwhore mode*
Ivanka got me an early christmas pressie!!
This DYI thingy actually can turn if you shine a bright enough light on the solar cell
cool shit!
I made it in the middle of the night at 1 am since I can't sleep HAHAHA
Okay then comes prom!
The girls all look so prettay hahaha
and I look so handsome
I mean more handsome than usual HAHAHA :D
Prom was pretty boring actually
It's the preparation that's fun
Either way, after prom is over, we get maybe a lil high in the hotel
hahaha
then after prom!
Avalon was okayy
but i expected more from a club :/
it was pretty fail since two of us can't get in cause nvr bring IC
but it was a pretty cool experience.
first time in a club hahaha
feel so kiddo
the next day
I realize how depressing it is to stay alone
while I sometime thing that crowds can be stupid, I realize how i can't survive alone
i'm growing madder if I need to stay in a house alone with nobody
I'm so not independent
wheh
Last sunday went out with sis and changwon
watched rise of guardian
as much as people say that it's nice, I can't really enjoy the movie since i find it very kiddish
hahaha now I feel old
10th December!!
Everything with Fries at Holland V with Bao, Bryan, Don, Sarah, Tiff, and Jo!
followed by island creamery and Wala wala! their live band not too bad luh, considering it's one of their less popular day
Grilled pork chop!!
ah my life so happening suddenly
Okay I should sleep soon
Almost 2 alr!
Toodles~
When I look into your eyes
it's like watching the night sky
or beautiful sunrise
There's so much they hold
and just like them old stars
I see that you've come so far
to be right where you are
how old is your soul
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
Still looking up
and when you're needing your space
to do some navigating
I'll be here patiently waiting
to see what you find
Cause even the stars, they burn
Some even fall to the earth
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
No I won't give up
I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily
I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make
Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use
the tools and gift we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake
And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend for us to work
we didn't break we didn't burn
We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in
I had to learn what I've got and what I'm not and who I am
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up, still looking up
I won't give up on us
God knows I'm tough enough
We've got a lot to learn
God knows we're worth it
I won't give up on us
Even if the skies get rough
I'm giving you all my love
I'm still looking up
"Even after all that, I really hope that we can still be the good friend that we are :)"
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