CRAZY HANDS TRIED TO KILL ME D:

Waking up on the morning
Supposed to go utown early
But still lazing in bed :/
*oink*

I woke up from a nightmare.
It sucks :/
Flying hands appeared when I shower and tried to murder me
Now I think about it, it sounds more silly than scary.

Okay enough with the rambling.
I should wake up and shower now.

Toodles~

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
Cause I've got time while she got freedom
Cause when the heart break no they don't break even

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you
What am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay
I'm falling to pieces

"I wish things can go back to how it used to be"

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Fun fact: Albert is a pig

Gosh I've done quite a bit of work today.
Three bio paper three. All scored B :/ must get damn high to make up for paper two lost mark!!

And then I slacked
LOLOL
I've been addicted to pewdiepie omg
I should block YouTube for a while :/

Yeah I passed my manperiod time without doing anything stupid
Just kidding, I did stupid stuff
I might need to seek some help :/

Well, emotion has been more or less stable lately so I guess I'm pretty fine.
I can't believe how fast time flies though.
It has been like what, 5 months since that.
And I actually am still counting :/
*deep sigh*
I'm an idiot for letting my emotion screwing me up more than it should have.

On an unrelated note, I feel so fat.
Never exercise, eat so much D:
I should go an exercise soon.
But my lazy fat arse just won't budge :/
Okay I'm gonna run one of the days. (the thing I always say but never keep)

Almost 11
I should sleep soon since got church tmrw.

Toodles~

Hatiku berharap mungkin engkau kan berubah
Bisa mencintai aku seperti hatiku padamu
Hujan badai kan ku tempuh, bintang di langit kan ku raih
Bila harus ku kan merayu untuk cintaku bagimu

Cintamu tlah menjadi candu
Cintamu tlah membuatku membisu
Cintamu oh seindah lagu
Membuatku tak bisa berpaling darimu

"Life ain't fairy tale. Wake the fuck up."

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A Lonely September, uh I mean November.

I'm sitting here all by myself just trying to think of something to do
Trying to think of something anything, just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't  mean to get so close and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did

I'm sitting here trying to convince myself that you're not that one for me
But the more I think the less I believe it and the more I want you here with me
You know that holidays are coming up. I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas times with you, just kill me if I'm on my own


Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't  mean to get so close and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
We just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
One more chance tonight

I'm sitting here trying to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand, we've got nothing left to prove


Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
and I didn't  mean to get so close and share what we did
and I didn't mean to fall in love but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back 

and I didn't mean to meet you then when we were just kids
and I didn't mean to give you chills the way that I kiss
and I didn't mean to fall in love but I did
and you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back cause you know you did
No you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

"It's great that I feel like crap before two exams"

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Halfway there bee yachts :D

GP and Maths downed!!
While maths is quite doable, I'm concerned with my GP :/

Okay, I shouldn't dwell on it just yet.
Thursday is Chem and Friday is killer econs bio combo D:
I should really concentrate. But I no more paper to do :/

6 papers left! I'm gonna pull through this shit!

Gonna study now!!

Toodles~

Everything about you pains my envying
Your soul can't hate anything
Everything about you is so easy to love
They're watching you from above

Give me all the peace and joy in your mind
I want the peace and joy in your mind

"I'm a hardcore muse lover :3"

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Panic Station

TMRW D:
*PANIC MODE*

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

OKAY CALM DOWN
YOU CAN FKING DO THIS

I can't believe time flies so goddamned fast :/
My life of a JC student is ending soon.
A lot of things have happened
Shit happens
Blahblahblah etc etc.
I don't feel like elaborating now lol

All the work that I've put in for the past two or so years
Everything comes down to this
The freaking A level.
Hopefully everyone can make it

Okay it's almost 1 am
I should sleep soon

Toodles~

Doubts will try to break you
Unleash your heart and soul
Troubles will surround you
Start taking some control

Stand up and deliver
Your wildest fantasy
Do what the fuck you want to
There's no one to appease

Oh 1,2,3,4 fire's in your eyes
And this chaos it defies imagination
Oh 5,6,7,8 minus 9 lives
You've arrived at panic station

"Give me strength to beat the crap out of this Goliath of mine"

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Unnatural Selection

A level is about two weeks away
Fuck

I've been slacking the past few days :/
Must do some work later!!

So the other day I was out for supper with yeejia and ivanka for early bday celebration :D
I feel so blessed to have such awesome friends :3
*happy*

Then yesterday I was third wheeling as usual LOL
watched taken 2
pretty boring actually :/

Okay nth else that is interesting happened the past few days.

Toodles~

Counterbalance this commotion
We're not droplets in the ocean

They laugh as they watch us fall
The lucky don't care at all
No chance for fate
It's unnatural selection
I want the truth

"I would love to see how everything will turn out in the end"

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Madness

It's sunday morning
230 am
I'm still not asleep
LOL

I feel like a good boy since I've been studying :D
But I haven't do gp. Should do it later.

For no apparent reason, my right wrist began hurting
Hopefully it isn't serious or because of my past idiocy :/

Hmm, I should totally sleep now
But I don't feel like going to my room.
I dunno why :/

Ah and for the first time, I finally tried playing slender.
Scary as fuck.
I screamed like a little bitch in broad daylight lol
People weren't kidding when they say it scares the shit out of them LOL
But sth about it draws me in
It's prolly the adrenalin rush hahaha

Ah my friend is being this pessimist.
It's so hard to give advice but I should not give up. Must be there for his support no matter what!!

Okay I think I should really force myself to sleep

Toodles~


I, I can't get this memories out of my mind
And some kind of madness is starting to evolve
I, I tried so hard to let you go
But some kind of madness is swallowing me whole

I have finally seen the light
I have finally realized
What you mean

"I'm slowly plunging into madness"

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