Lego house

It's been like forever since my last post.

2012 ended with a bang!
Loljk it was boring as fuck

Looking back, lotsa shit happened last year.
Oh wait, I actually talked about this end of year review thing alr, I just realized hahaha

Since I don't really have anything much to say,
ADHD TIME!

I've become a better babysitter.

I want a guitar badly D:

Current playlist: Jason mraz and Muse with a pinch of Ed sheeran.

Oh I can't find job apparently.
Fcuk.

Flying back soon. But no idea wtf am I gonna do

I'm getting flabbier. Über sad face

The more time pass, the more I think I'll become a forever alone. Mega über sad face

I miss my friends :((((((

My ADHD time is getting sadder. I need to change topic

I had my fill of the indo food I had been craving :D

I don't like silence, unless I want to sleep.

That said, I once freaked out because I was alone. Apparently, that might be a sign of clinical depression.

I want to go kayaking, diving, rock climbing, snorkeling etc. My ODACer blood is boiling again LOLOL

I can't wait for the A level result to come out. You O level peeps are lucky shit to get your result back so soon.

I wonder if there is anyone from my sec school going to SA.

I haven't watched the hobbits yet. Boohoo

Okay I think I have said enough nonsense to make this post long enough.

I should shower soon.

Toodles~

P.S.
My Korean brother, stay strong!! You can pull through this shit!

I'm gonna pick up the pieces and build a Lego house
If things go wrong we can knock it down
My three words have two meanings
But there's one thing on my mind
It's all for you

And it's dark in a cold december
But I've got you to keep me warm
If you're broke ln I'll mend ya
And keep you sheltered from the storm that's raging on

I'm out of sight
I'm out of love
I'll pick you up when you're getting down
And out of all these things I've done, I think I love you better now

"I feel like I'm dragged more and more into shit hole"

If it kills me

Hello, tell me you know, yeah you figured me out
Something gave it away
it would be such a beautiful moment to see that look in your face
to know that I know that you know now

And baby that's a case of my wishful thinking
You know nothing
Cause you and I, while we go carrying on for hours on end
We get along much better than you and your boyfriend

All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me

Well, how long can I go on like this, wishing to kiss you
before I rightly explode
Well, this double life I lead isn't healthy for me
In fact it makes me nervous
If I get caught I could be risking it all
Cause maybe there's a lot I miss in case I'm wrong


All I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me, if it kills me

If I should be so bold, I'd ask you to hold my heart in your hand
Tell you from the start how I've longed to be your man
But I never said a word I guess I'm gonna miss my chance again


Well, all I really wanna do is love you
A kind much closer than friends use
But I still can't say after all we've been through

And all I really want from you is to feel me
As the feeling inside keeps building
And I will find a way to you if it kills me, if it kills me
It might kill me

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100th POST!! PREPARE FOR THE LONGEST POST EVERRRRRRR

Oh I can't believe I'll live to see the day when the post count reach 100 :')
I'd like to thank the academy for giving me this opportunity to have this speech
I'd also like to thank my family and friends, without them, I wouldn't have gone this far
And lastly, my adoring fan, for without you, I'd had live for nothing

HAHAHA
Jokes aside, it's been pretty happening since my last post
let's see, the last post was 27th November at 12:06 am
That was the A level Chem paper 1 if i'm not wrong
It went pretty smoothly I guess
I don't remember anything much till 3rd December, which is Bio paper.
It was a little hell-ish, yet managable
after that we went to watch ah boys hahaha

4th was the day when I became a girl
I spent 9 hours looking for clothes
HAHAHA
really felt like a girl
the major difference is, girls will bring back 5 bags full of clothes and shoes
as for me, I only bought a blazer and a shirt
9 hours for two pieces of clothes
*fail shopper*

On the 5th, went out with secondary school friends
we went gardens by the bay
funny thing is, the organiser came like 5 hours late HAHAHA
that was the first time I actually tried skyping outdoor
pretty cool eh?? :D
after that had dinner at bakerzin
it was pretty awesome
and we spammed a lot of pics hahaha. *camwhore mode*

Ivanka got me an early christmas pressie!!

This DYI thingy actually can turn if you shine a bright enough light on the solar cell

cool shit!

I made it in the middle of the night at 1 am since I can't sleep HAHAHA

Okay then comes prom!

The girls all look so prettay hahaha

and I look so handsome

I mean more handsome than usual HAHAHA :D

Prom was pretty boring actually

It's the preparation that's fun

Either way, after prom is over, we get maybe a lil high in the hotel

hahaha

then after prom!

Avalon was okayy

but i expected more from a club :/

it was pretty fail since two of us can't get in cause  nvr bring IC

but it was a pretty cool experience.

first time in a club hahaha

feel so kiddo

the next day

I realize how depressing it is to stay alone

while I sometime thing that crowds can be stupid, I realize how i can't survive alone

i'm growing madder if I need to stay in a house alone with nobody

I'm so not independent

wheh

Last sunday went out with sis and changwon

watched rise of guardian

as much as people say that it's nice, I can't really enjoy the movie since i find it very kiddish

hahaha now I feel old

10th December!!

Everything with Fries at Holland V with Bao, Bryan, Don, Sarah, Tiff, and Jo!

followed by island creamery and Wala wala! their live band not too bad luh, considering it's one of their less popular day

Grilled pork chop!!

ah my life so happening suddenly

Okay I should sleep soon

Almost 2 alr!

Toodles~

When I look into your eyes

it's like watching the night sky

or beautiful sunrise

There's so much they hold

and just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

to be right where you are

how old is your soul

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

Still looking up

and when you're needing your space

to do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

to see what you find

Cause even the stars, they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use

the tools and gift we got, yeah, we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we did intend for us to work

we didn't break we didn't burn

We had to learn how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I've got and what I'm not and who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up, still looking up

I won't give up on us

God knows I'm tough enough

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

"Even after all that, I really hope that we can still be the good friend that we are :)"

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