Unnatural Selection

A level is about two weeks away
Fuck

I've been slacking the past few days :/
Must do some work later!!

So the other day I was out for supper with yeejia and ivanka for early bday celebration :D
I feel so blessed to have such awesome friends :3
*happy*

Then yesterday I was third wheeling as usual LOL
watched taken 2
pretty boring actually :/

Okay nth else that is interesting happened the past few days.

Toodles~

Counterbalance this commotion
We're not droplets in the ocean

They laugh as they watch us fall
The lucky don't care at all
No chance for fate
It's unnatural selection
I want the truth

"I would love to see how everything will turn out in the end"

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Madness

It's sunday morning
230 am
I'm still not asleep
LOL

I feel like a good boy since I've been studying :D
But I haven't do gp. Should do it later.

For no apparent reason, my right wrist began hurting
Hopefully it isn't serious or because of my past idiocy :/

Hmm, I should totally sleep now
But I don't feel like going to my room.
I dunno why :/

Ah and for the first time, I finally tried playing slender.
Scary as fuck.
I screamed like a little bitch in broad daylight lol
People weren't kidding when they say it scares the shit out of them LOL
But sth about it draws me in
It's prolly the adrenalin rush hahaha

Ah my friend is being this pessimist.
It's so hard to give advice but I should not give up. Must be there for his support no matter what!!

Okay I think I should really force myself to sleep

Toodles~


I, I can't get this memories out of my mind
And some kind of madness is starting to evolve
I, I tried so hard to let you go
But some kind of madness is swallowing me whole

I have finally seen the light
I have finally realized
What you mean

"I'm slowly plunging into madness"

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Survival

I actually studied econs on my own today omg
Not exactly on my own since geng was there to force me lol
Still so proud of myself :D

Reached home 11 plus lol
*too much mugging*

Just showered and I should sleep soon.
Tmrw got chem paper :/

Toodles~

P.S.
Here comes an awesome song :D

Race, life's a race
And I'm gonna win
Yes I'm gonna win
I'll light the fuse
And I'll never lose
And I choose to survive
Whatever it takes
You won't pull ahead
I'll keep up the pace
And I'll reveal my strength
To the whole human race
Yes I'm prepared
To stay alive
I won't forgive, vengeance is mine
And I won't give in
Because I choose to thrive
Yes I'm gonna win

"The moment when you have mood swing so bad you feel like punching every living things you see"

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When you're bored in the middle of econs lesson

"And that's how I feel most of the time, lately"

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I start again :(

Boohoo
It still hurts a little now ><
Gosh why am I so stupid

On an unrelated note, I finished two papers today :D
Seems like my math is deproving slowly :/
Nope thats not gonna happen

Tmrw econs mock
Haven't study yet :/

Today homily like damn funny sia
I like how Father Richard keep joking about marriage :D

Okay I should shower first now.

Toodles~

is our secret safe tonight
And are we out of sight
Will our world come tumbling down?
Will they find our hiding place
Is this our last embrace
Or will the world stop caving in?

"Yes, I'm a complete idiot when it comes handling my own emotion"

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I'm getting unstable again :(

Damn what's wrong with me.
My manperiod is coming again I assume.
:/

It's 1230
I'm nowhere near sleepy.
And I have consult in the morning
Fml

ARGH IM STARVING
but eating this late will make me one fat bastard :(

I should catch some sleep ASAP :/

Toodles~

it's bugging me, grating me and twisting me around
Yeah I'm endlessly caving in
And turning inside out

Cause I want it now
I want it now
Give me your heart and your soul
And I'm breaking out
I'm breaking out
Last chance to lose control.

"I miss the feeling of happiness when you're beside me"

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Map of the Problematique~

Gosh I've been slacking the whole day :/
Tomorrow must do at least some work
Cos I think I'm gonna slack throughout today :p

I'M STILL LISTENING TO MUSE HAHAHA
1 MONTH REPLAYING TWENTY SONGS
AND I'M NOT SICK OF IT
WTH HAHAHA

Fear and panic in the air
I want to be free
From desolation and despair
And I feel like everything I sow
Is being swept away
Well I refuse to let you go

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over

Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same

I can't get it right
Get it right
Since I met you

Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over
Loneliness be over
When will this loneliness be over

"Yeah, when will this loneliness be over?"

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You will suck the life out of me

Gp mock prelims in two days!! And I haven't studied yet

Oh I'm officially a math tutor :D

Prelims result:

*drum rolls*

Math A
Chem A
Bio B
Econs D
GP D

Not to be an ingrate, but I'm pretty disappointed with my H1 subjects :/

Either way, I should not be conceited and get complacent with the other subjects (which I have been these past few days)

Tmrw gonna go u town!!
Been a while since I've gone there :)

Dilemma
My phone now 30%
Charge overnight kill batteries :(

oh well, porty charger hopefully still have some juice left

I should be sleeping soon
But then my eyes are wide awake since I just showered :/

Okay should force myself to sleep now

Toodles~

Bury it, I won't let you bury it
I won't let you smother it
I won't let you murder

Our time is running out
Our time is running out
You can't push it underground
You can't stop it screaming out

"Your beauty is my poison"

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