Sometimes, I really hate myself
Sunday, 23 September 2012
It's Sunday night
I should be sleeping
But my eyes refuse to close
Went to Ivanka's church!
Meet new friends :D
What I learnt in church today
(ouuhhh sth new in my blog eh?)
Contentment:
1) you're not born with contentment or discontentment. It's from within and you must learn to be content in whatever situation.
2) Don't just look up(compare yourself with the more fortunate) but look down (compare to the more unfortunate ones) and be grateful for what you have
3) sth that i really need but have yet to learn. Forget the past. Not like forget literary. But learn to let go. Don't think of "if only", "I should have", "what if" etc.
4) live one day at a time. Don't think too much of the future. Fearing too much will just increase the chance of failure. Today is the only day that you can be sure that you're still alive. Live it to the fullest.
Quite a bit of deep stuff huh
Yeap I should really be contented with what I have, not to be discontented with what I don't have.
On an unrelated note, I have been in a post prelim mode aka slacking too much. I should start mugging again soon.
Tmrw bio paper I'll just heck it and do whatever I can.
As is just a month away. No time to slack anymore.
*slapself*
Okay I should be sleeping
Toodles~
Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can't renew
I only dreamt of you
My beautiful
Tip toe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew
SING FOR ABSOLUUUUUUUUUTION
I'LL BE SINGING
And falling from your grace
"Bad: you fell for a person
Worse: it fell apart
Worst: you're still not over it
Irony: I just posted stuff about letting go"
I should be sleeping
But my eyes refuse to close
Went to Ivanka's church!
Meet new friends :D
What I learnt in church today
(ouuhhh sth new in my blog eh?)
Contentment:
1) you're not born with contentment or discontentment. It's from within and you must learn to be content in whatever situation.
2) Don't just look up(compare yourself with the more fortunate) but look down (compare to the more unfortunate ones) and be grateful for what you have
3) sth that i really need but have yet to learn. Forget the past. Not like forget literary. But learn to let go. Don't think of "if only", "I should have", "what if" etc.
4) live one day at a time. Don't think too much of the future. Fearing too much will just increase the chance of failure. Today is the only day that you can be sure that you're still alive. Live it to the fullest.
Quite a bit of deep stuff huh
Yeap I should really be contented with what I have, not to be discontented with what I don't have.
On an unrelated note, I have been in a post prelim mode aka slacking too much. I should start mugging again soon.
Tmrw bio paper I'll just heck it and do whatever I can.
As is just a month away. No time to slack anymore.
*slapself*
Okay I should be sleeping
Toodles~
Lips are turning blue
A kiss that can't renew
I only dreamt of you
My beautiful
Tip toe to your room
A starlight in the gloom
I only dream of you
And you never knew
SING FOR ABSOLUUUUUUUUUTION
I'LL BE SINGING
And falling from your grace
"Bad: you fell for a person
Worse: it fell apart
Worst: you're still not over it
Irony: I just posted stuff about letting go"
Wednesday, 19 September 2012
PRELIMS FINISH
AWESUM POSSUM
But then a level will be only 1.5 month away.
:okay:
Watched Resident Evil yesterday
Milla jovovich is hawt
Sienna Guillory is also hawt
But I think the movie is just so so.
After that went to play billiard
Then eat at din tai Foong
Awesome xiaolongbao :D
Got back maths paper one
It was better than I expected
But it's pretty sad to see how others aren't scoring so well :(
Oh well, I believe they all can pull through for A's :)
Slept too much
I feel tired instead :/
Woke up at 1130 HAHAHAHA I'm a pig
I have no idea what I'm gonna do today.
I'll just slack I guess
Shall go shower first
Toodles~
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty isn't just a mask
I want to exorcise the demon from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
"It's painful to realize how much my heart still long for you."
AWESUM POSSUM
But then a level will be only 1.5 month away.
:okay:
Watched Resident Evil yesterday
Milla jovovich is hawt
Sienna Guillory is also hawt
But I think the movie is just so so.
After that went to play billiard
Then eat at din tai Foong
Awesome xiaolongbao :D
Got back maths paper one
It was better than I expected
But it's pretty sad to see how others aren't scoring so well :(
Oh well, I believe they all can pull through for A's :)
Slept too much
I feel tired instead :/
Woke up at 1130 HAHAHAHA I'm a pig
I have no idea what I'm gonna do today.
I'll just slack I guess
Shall go shower first
Toodles~
I want to reconcile the violence in your heart
I want to recognize your beauty isn't just a mask
I want to exorcise the demon from your past
I want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart
"It's painful to realize how much my heart still long for you."
Tuesday, 18 September 2012
Wednesday, 12 September 2012
Halfway through prelims!!
Pressing on!!
The shittiest econs done!!
Heck I'll prolly won't do too well for that. But I do believe there should be improvements from the previous papers.
Maths paper 2 on Monday
Hopefully not as killer as paper 1
On a more unrelated notes
It's been 2 months
Honestly speaking, I'm not over it :/
Hahaha weird thing to say here since you're prolly the only reader.
Ah fuck it, I should just don't think about it. It'll just get me emo.
OH MY PORTY CHARGER IS HERE
YAY
And I'm still addicted to muse
DAMN YOU IVANKA
I'm like only spamming 12 songs now :/
I should shower soonnnn
Toodles~
Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from my memories
of the people who cares if I live or die
The starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know of its worth it anymore
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
"I miss the days when I can wake up to those dreams without feeling sucky afterwards"
Pressing on!!
The shittiest econs done!!
Heck I'll prolly won't do too well for that. But I do believe there should be improvements from the previous papers.
Maths paper 2 on Monday
Hopefully not as killer as paper 1
On a more unrelated notes
It's been 2 months
Honestly speaking, I'm not over it :/
Hahaha weird thing to say here since you're prolly the only reader.
Ah fuck it, I should just don't think about it. It'll just get me emo.
OH MY PORTY CHARGER IS HERE
YAY
And I'm still addicted to muse
DAMN YOU IVANKA
I'm like only spamming 12 songs now :/
I should shower soonnnn
Toodles~
Far away
This ship is taking me far away
Far away from my memories
of the people who cares if I live or die
The starlight
I will be chasing your starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know of its worth it anymore
Hold you in my arms
I just wanted to hold you in my arms
"I miss the days when I can wake up to those dreams without feeling sucky afterwards"
Friday, 7 September 2012
I got addicted with muse (again)
All her fault lol
Somewhat productive these past few days
Two days left to prepare
Gonna burn all the fuel I have for prelim
Should sleep soon
Toodles~
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces
of life I had before
"Only when you've lost it that you realize how precious it is"
All her fault lol
Somewhat productive these past few days
Two days left to prepare
Gonna burn all the fuel I have for prelim
Should sleep soon
Toodles~
You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I always love
I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces
of life I had before
"Only when you've lost it that you realize how precious it is"
Saturday, 1 September 2012
The moment when one of your closest friends can be a total insensitive prick :(
The urge keeps appearing and get stronger, but hurting my hand with prelim around the corner wouldn't do me any good :/
Thinking about it wouldn't do me any good either.
Change topic!
Today went U town with Bao
Not as productive as last time but hey, at least manage to do two papers
And I actually ran out of things to say alr :/
Should sleep soon
Toodles~
Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
"I feel like shit, again"
The urge keeps appearing and get stronger, but hurting my hand with prelim around the corner wouldn't do me any good :/
Thinking about it wouldn't do me any good either.
Change topic!
Today went U town with Bao
Not as productive as last time but hey, at least manage to do two papers
And I actually ran out of things to say alr :/
Should sleep soon
Toodles~
Tell me why it's so hard to forget
Don't remind me I'm not over it
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth
I'm just a little too not over you
"I feel like shit, again"
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