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MY GP DIEDED

I told myself that I should do at least one chem paper today
ended up using com :(
I'm a bad boy  D':

And i screw up my GP
especially paper 2
Pretty badly
But no point to be sad
Too much emotion will do me no good
negative emotion i mean
I must be more emotionless.
TEACH ME, KRISTEN STEWART SENSEI

Tmrw teacher's day celeb!
Then gonna meet up with the sec school assholes :D

Okay, I'm so darn sleepy I dozed off while writing this halfway :/

Toodles~

I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose
Fire away, fire away
Ricochet, you take your aim
Fire away, fire away
You shoot me down but I won't fall
I am titanium

"I miss the days when I could laugh happily with you by my side"

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And you're so awesome it hurts~

You are
Aye
Double You
Eee
Ess
Oh
Em
Eee
What does that spell?
It spell you did it!

Jason Mraz is legend-wait for it-dary!

Okay, here I am, using my com
It's currently 10:14pm
I have exam tmrw at 8 am
:/

GP is killing me :(
I scared I might screw this paper up

okay i'm turning more pessimistic
POSITIVE THINKING
I HAVE ONE WEEK HOLS
not exactly hols, more of a self-study period
but hey at least don't need to wake up so early

I should continue reading my GP stuff

Toodles~

"You love me. Real or not real."
"Real"

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I'm a good boy :D

I FREAKING MUGGED THE WHOLE DAY OMG
I'M SO SURPRISED MYSELF
"surprise madafaka" - doakes
10 hours of mugging during weekend is no simple feat for a lazy ass like me.

*happy*

On an unrelated note, I got another scratch on my hand this morning. And still have no idea how I got it :/

Okay I should be sleeping now.
Nighty people :D

Toodles~

Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landslide
No escape from reality

"Thinking about it wouldn't do me any good and thus I shall just cast it aside"

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OMG ONE WEEK

I'm so screwed
Tmrw got bio planning practice and chem mock paper 2. I'll prolly bomb both of em :/

I ate subway for dinner, footlong one
*fatmax*

I'm on my bed
Should be trying to sleep but my phone distracting me.

Dilemma
Phone 15%
If charge overnight I'll damage my battery
Don't charge then not enough batt for tmrw :/

Prelim is a week away
And I feel totally unprepared
:O
I'm so stupid for not feeling the urgency to study
*slap self*

Okay I should really sleep
I lacked sleep this past few days.

Toodles~

But baby there you go again making me love you
Yeah I stopped using my head let it all go
Got you stuck on my body like a tattoo
And now I'm feeling stupid crawling back to you

"Am I still messed up?? I don't know but I know I should not let that affect me any more than it has"

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Strangers Like Me~

TARZAN IS ON DISNEY CHANNEL
OMG CHILDHOOD MOVIE
LOVE IT SO MUCH

CLAYTON IS AN ASSHOLE

On an unrelated notes, Prelim is just around the corner.
9 days left to prepare for GP and another week for the core papers.
And I'm still pretty much lazing around

My knuckle has a scratch on it and i have no idea where did I get it from :/
It bled a little in the morning.

Chewing gum is nice
and I just learnt that eating one is not illegal in Singapore.
The one criminalized is the act of selling or buying one.
So, don't charge your friends for a piece of gum, that'll make you a criminal lol

BOUGHT THE PROM TIX
EX SIA
BUT ME ME ME SO EXCITED ME SO EXCITED
ME GONNA HAVE A PROM TODAY
(okay, not today, i can't think of a way to fit 6th december into the song)

Okay, I should start doing my work soon

Toodles~


Every gesture, every move that she makes
Makes me feel like never before
Why do I have
This growing need to be beside her 

Ooo, these emotions I never knew
Of some other world far beyond this place
Beyond the trees, above the clouds
I see before me a new horizon 

"You're still running even after all this time?"

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I"m so messed up :/

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A future without you is a future without meaning~

It's been a while since I make a proper, long post

What have I been doing in my life so far:

Still have a high tendency of getting random emotion outburst

I haven't been studying
I keep slacking
and this is amazing since prelims is just about 3 weeks away
and A's is 80 days ish away
wtf am i doing with my life


I'm currently starving
I just realised i skipped dinner :/


I totally need a new jaw
locked ytd and this morning :/

I WANT CHOCOLATE OMG
BUT NO CHOCOLATE
ME SAD :(

KFC for lunch
spammed cheese like one fatass

I miss those days where i can slack without feeling guilty later
:(

Okay I should sleep soon
I didn't get enough sleep ytd

Toodles~

Cause there’ll be no sunlight
If I lose you, baby
There’ll be no clear skies
If I lose you, baby
Just like the clouds
My eyes will do the same, if you walk away
Everyday it will rain

"Will I ever let go? I don't know, only time will tell"

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I'm weird in a way that even I myself can't understand.
:/

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D:

I've been having series of emotional instability these past few days
I'm in need of help :/

And I know that I never told you
that I loved you
Now it's too late
And I don't know how to hold you
but I want to
I don't want to leave this place
All I know is broken

"It's pretty sad when you want to cry yet no tears come out"

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Argh I'm so mad at myself >:(

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Who loves indo?? I do(n't)!!

I love my country. I really do.
But it's been pretty hard lately with all the bullshit that really pisses me off.

1) rhoma irama: don't vote for the guy as governor. Reason: "HE'S CHINESE AND NOT A MUSLIM"
I mean like wtf bro? GLOBALISED WORLD. HIGH INTERCONNECTEDNESS. AND IT COMES DOWN TO RELIGION AND RACIAL SPITE?? Seriously this guy pisses me off. I have nth against Muslim. Many are cool people. But this kind of people disgust me. Sure, Indonesia has the biggest Muslim community. BUT THINK WITH BRAIN CAN?? JUST BECAUSE HE DOESN'T HAVE THE SAME BELIEF YOU'RE JUST GONNA VOTE HIM DOWN?? (FYI, the dude running for governor is a pretty leader IMO, he was the mayor of my hometown) Idiotic Indonesian is idiotic -.-

2) Police force: "oh I'm not letting you check my org for corruption. Let me check it myself". Really?? Even if that is against the law?? And what is the president doing?? Nth!! Gosh my love for my government can't be described in words.

Sure, no country has perfect governance. But this is too much.

Done ranting. If I write somemore I scared later they find me and chop me up :p

On an unrelated note, It's been a lil more than three weeks. And I can say that I'm managing well.

YESTERDAY WAS AWESOME (NO SARCASM)
Lyen's bday :D
Walked all the way from orchard to lau pa sat :D
Mind you we were in hipster attire and one of us (mostly me though) is wearing this big ass cardboard with happy birthday on it. It was damn cool of you think about it.

Last thing to say, I've lost my drive to study somewhat for now, which is pretty bad considering prelims coming up in three weeks ish time :/ I SHALL SLAP MYSELF EVERY TIME I PROCRASTINATE.

Back of my hand still have reddish patches of broken capillaries because of that game :( Kwan is a really good hitter.

Hey this is one of the longest post I have ever written in my entire life. LOLOL xD

P.S. I love gangnam style <3

Toodles~

And if you know, how do you get up from an all time low
I'm in pieces
Seems like peace is the only thing I'll never know


"I've never remembered my dream since then, but that's a good thing since it'll prolly be nightmares when I woke up"

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